i know some things i should not know and now i only wish to pass in my sleep.
when you love a girl, you leave flowers that you picked on the way to work in her locker; and next to the flowers is a bag of vegan jerky, & a note that says “look in fridge”, cos there is a bottle of apple juice with her name on it in there.
i will never leave you.
the world i dream of does not exist. i can’t imagine finding the love i seek because i’m as close to it as i could ever be, and still it eludes. people find it increasingly easier to walk away. they find it even easier to walk away from me.
“it might have been living in the country that was making him cry, it was killing him with its silence and loneliness, making everything ordinary too beautiful to bear.”
loving someone who won’t let themselves love you.